So aged 35 and 6st overweight in size 20 I decided that I had to make some huge changes. After Cammie I lost my identity and didnt know where I could fit back into life. Going from being a mum of a Toddler who needed 24 hour care whilst in Hospital I suddenly  became a bit of a spare part as all my older kids were in School full time.
 It was at this point a dear friend of mind asked if I wanted to go walking on an evening. I dont think she will ever realise what she did for me that day but without boring everyone I lost 6st and became a runner who now runs with a local club in a Ladies team and became a dedicated fundraiser and family support for parents with children like Cammie. I had a new identity and felt this was who I was meant to be all along. Losing my beautiful Son was the lowest part of my life but I had to survive for my other 3 kids as they had lost him too and still needed a Mum and hopefully a good role model.